I had to take a while, sit down and reflect on my life once in a while...I open my usual session with God, under the starry night, staring at the black sky illuminated by the moon...talking to myself

Hey God? What should we talk about right now?

How about the pain of not getting what I want? Of letting go and accepting?

They say that you only an the best for us, sometimes it's hard to think that way when...

1.My Personal Computer just crashed and I had to buy a new motherboard and hard disk

2. I just lost my 1000 peso bill and had to ask for another for this week's allowance

3. My pet dog ran into the highway and got hit by a car and died

4. I failed a subject and had to repeat it for another semester

5. The girl I like and felt like "she is the one" already is seeing someone

What is the best for me anyway? Can I not know it any earlier? Because if there is one thing most people lack, it's patience...

It's hard...to be thinking like that when you want something beautiful, something right, something worth everything in your life...and you can't have it...you can't have him/her...

It's hard to be thinking like that when painful things often comes in our life....

"God, why must you say your words so that only a few can understand it? so that it's hard to live by them?"

And then I thought hard...thinking that my views are diverse and critical, I stopped and thought that:

Nothing is more beautiful than what God wants you to have, nothing is more precious than a person God offers you, nothing is better than what God wants for you...

Because God's words are treasures worth the effort of critical understanding and dedication...

God's words are so precious that only a few will dare seek them, understand them.

Because if everyone is a shepherd then what will the shepherd lead?

"God, please make most, if not all people, think like that...like I do..."

Because I'll wait and always accept what is in front of me...because I know...YOU ONLY WANT THE BEST FOR ME...

Because I know that it is going through pain and sorrow that I will best understand your words...

Goodnight dude...thanks for the night...I'll talk to you again soon...

AMEN....